Sonics a-plenty

I am now in possession of THREE sonic screwdrivers. Thankfully each of them is different. I have a 9th/10th Doctor one, a River Song one, and an 11th Doctor one. My mom got me (and Aki!) the 10th Doctor one, my dad got me the River one, and Linda got me the 11th Doctor one. My mom got me one because she was on Think Geek and I saw it and was like Aki wants that, and so do I, so she was like "Okay I'll get you both one" Then I felt bad because I didn't want to make her pay for it, so I payed for one. Then I had mentioned the River one to Jessie and said I may want it, so she told my dad who had asked her for gift ideas for me, so I got that one too. Then somehow Linda found out about how much I liked Doctor Who and ended up getting me the 11th Doctor one, along with an EPIC barometer, which I will post about later. So, now I somehow have 3 sonic screwdrivers. I'm not complaining, I am just stating. I also got some awesome Doctor Who shirts. And, since this entry is so short, I'll include some pictures:

SONICS!

SHIRT! (With some wonderful Hitchhiker's Guide books in the background)

I don't have the polos here, so here's a link to them, I got the black Dalek one and the navy TARDIS one.

And since I haven't actually gotten this one yet, I'll post the web link to it. TARDIS space program shirt


And to think I only became a whovian a few months ago...Now I have all of this stuff! It's awesome!

Mehrrr

So as you may or may not know, my sister is in town. That's great. There's only one problem. She cares about being with her friends more than being with me. I really want to hang out with her. She hangs out with me in between being with her friends. For example, if she was doing something with someone from 6-9, then something with someone from 930-fuckifiknow o'clock, she would only hang out with me between 9 and 930, even though for most of these plans she has the ability to change the time if she wants. She just doesn't want to, she cares about them more. Or when she comes back at like 1:30 AM, she says we should watch some DW, and then after one episode she gets "tired" and says she's going to bed. Then I go and I see her in her room on her computer for the next hour and a half. I end up going to bed before her in those situations normally.

It's just kind of annoying how she doesn't have me as a priority ever. I mean I understand not always having me as a priority, she has to have her friends there sometimes, but it's the fact that she never does which annoys me and makes me kind of sad. I know that if the situations were reversed, I would definitely make time for her. But, she'd rather go out and get drunk and high with her friends. I guess that's more fun than being with her brother.

Why I don't game

ALL OF MY FUCKING FRIENDS PLAY VIDEO GAMES!! ALL OF THEM!! It's actually kind of annoying how much of a thing it is to them. And then I get shit from some of them over how much I love Doctor Who and stuff while they love their video games JUST AS MUCH IF NOT MORE!

But the question we're trying to answer here is why I don't play.

Here are the reasons I've gotten:

1. I know FOR A FACT that if I liked one, I would get addicted. - I'm horrible at managing my time, and if I had video games to distract me, my grades would go down to like 0s all the time because I would never get work done. That needs to not happen okay? I already procrastinate enough

2. I also don't really see the appeal of them - They don't do anything incredibly constructive. They just don't seem fun to me.

3. Other people - When you enter into the world of video games, you obviously have other people there. I don't like talking to other people (like actually, I'm AFRAID to as you all know from reading mah blawg). And also everyone will be like comparing their scores and shit to yours and since I generally suck at video games, I will inevitably feel inferior.

4. Money - video games cost money. You know what I don't have? Money. My parents (ESPECIALLY MY FATHER) hate to buy me things unless it's a holiday, so that's a problem. I don't want to be playing the same games over and over again or whatnot.

5. Fuck all of you I don't want to play bitches - I think this reason speaks for itself

And that, my lovely humans, is why I do not play video games. You may think I'm some sort of mutant crazy savage beast, but it's the truth. I am quite sorry, but please stop trying to get me to play.



P.S. Since it's break, I have gotten a very nice break from games. This entry was actually just a random idea I had, and wasn't really brought on by anything. But, when I get back to school, I know I will have to see those fucking games again. Why...merrr.

Ouch

So, apparently Mickey was not trained the way all 6 of my other dogs were. You cannot touch him while he is eating, or he will bite the fuck out of you. And he did bite the fuck out of me. My entire left thumb from the bottom of my nail to the middle of the knuckle has a gash in it which is bleeding like a mofo. It also hurts a lot. I do not like dogs who bite. I get nervous around them and then have no idea what to do. I like my other four dogs who you can do anything with and they don't really give a fuck. I would say return him but that's just not fair. But this is a real problem that isn't good at all. My thumb would also add that it would prefer to not be bleeding and stop hurting so much.



Why am I bleeding so much.

Thumb

What r u doing

Thumb

Stahp.

Things I wish Clara was

We have no idea who this mysterious Clara is from the Christmas special of Doctor Who, only that she exists in multiple places in time as the same, but different, person.

Here are some things I wish she was but know she isn't:
1. JENNY!!! I really wish Clara was Jenny, the mysterious daughter of the Doctor from Series 4.

2. Susan Foreman! The Doctor's granddaughter from the first seasons of the classic series. She could be a newly regenerated form of her that somehow escaped the timelocked Gallifrey.

3. Romanadvoratrelundar. If Clara were somehow a regeneration of Romana that escaped the timelock somehow, that would just be EPIC. Jenna would actually have made a good actress for Romana if she had somehow been actressing back in the 1970s, so it doesn't seem too far out that Clara could have some how been Romana and had forgotten (in some strange Doctor Who way) that she was a Time Lord. That would have been awesome!

4. I rather liked my theory and was proud of myself that I came up with it, so if I had been right that would have been awesome too.


But what they did with her is AWESOME as well!




Run. Run you clever boy...and remember.

My computer sucks

Well, I can't watch anymore videos online or do anymore video calls because my computer is stupid. I have no fucking clue what's wrong. It just doesn't work. Every time I attempt to watch a video, it works for the first few seconds, and then it starts lagging like crazy. And whenever I try to video chat with anyone it works for the first few seconds and then I start swedishing. This doesn't happen on any of the other computers in my house, only mine. It's really fucking annoying. I've tried everything to fix it, and nothing works. I've posted on various places on the internet asking for help, and no one has any idea what the fuck is going on. I don't want to have to take it to the apple store and potentially get a new computer, but I may have to. FUCK EVERYTHING. Mehhh this really sucks I hate when my computer stops working. Welp, time to back up and schedule a genius bar appointment...merrr.

NEW DOCTOR WHO IN LESS THAN 6 HOURS

JKHDLSAJKHL YAY!!! Also, I just found this picture, it's funny how true it is. SHERLOCK WHY MUST YOU NOT BE AIRING UNTIL 2014!? WHY DO YOU HATE US SO MUCH???

Anyway, I'll either update this entry or make a new one after I watch new Who.

Also, Merry Holidays to anyone reading! I'm Jewish, and since it's Christmas, tonight is going to consist of Chinese food with my dad, sister, and sister's college roommate (I get to meet her for the first time, Jessie is quite excited about that for some reason), and Doctor Who. But to anyone celebrating: Enjoy! Have a wonderful holiday season!

I've decided I'm going to just edit this entry:

SPOILERS!!! AKI DO NOT READ THIS PART!!!

BAHH I JUST DIED OF GENIUS OVERLOAD

Ohmygod. That was good. That was so good. I love Clara. She is now my favorite companion. EMAJKDSHAKSDJ. I WAS WRONG BUT ALSO RIGHT!!! They aren't "the same" person per se, but they are. Clara Oswin Oswald. That is BRILLIANT! Fucking Stephen Moffat. Run you clever boy, and remember. HOLY FUCKING SHIT THAT WAS AMAZING!! I love what they're doing with "Clara Oswald." That's just amazing. The girl twice dead. I don't even fucking know. IT NEEDS TO BE APRIL NOW!!! I NEED TO KNOW WHO CLARA IS!!! Clara Oswin Oswald. I can't get over the GENIUS involved in this. STEPHEN MOFFAT I OFFICIALLY LOVE YOU!! CLARA WHO ARE YOU!? APRIL CAN'T COME SOON ENOUGH!!! MEHRAJKSAHDKLSAHFAAD I NEED MORE DOCTOR WHO!!!

Clara Oswin Oswald. That is just genius. I can't stop going over it in my mind. That is just amazing. Clara Oswin Oswald. I love it. I fucking love it. Clara Oswin Oswald.

Herp derp

So, I've been bored recently. It's winter break, so I don't have to go to school, but I also have nothing else really to do. I was invited ice skating today, but (I hope Rohun never reads this) I made up an excuse to get out of it because I didn't want to go because I fail at ice skating and the people who were going were too random. My sister and I ended up watching 3 episodes of Doctor Who, so it was all good (for me at least). Now I'm bored and don't really know what to do. It's almost Christmas! You know what that means? NEW DOCTOR WHO!!!! Yay!

But for the time being I'm just kind of being here with nothing to do. Boredom is annoying, but still better than school.


Why am I making this post when I have nothing to say...well I hope you all enjoyed my randomness

Also, I've started using Google Chrome now. Don't really know why. It's...interesting. I feel like I should be using Safari though. I feel like a traitor.

P.S. I'm apparently a swedish helicopter now.
P.P.S. WHAT IS THIS INFLUX OF VIEWS ON THIS BLOG!?? ARE PEOPLE ACTUALLY READING THIS?!
P.P.P.S. THE VIEWS ARE STILL INCREASING WHAT IS THIS?!? They all seem to be using Macs and are on Chrome...Seems like my friends.....Maybe it is....hmmm....mehhh
P.P.P.P.S. They seem to have stopped now...hmmmm...
P^5.S IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN!!! WHAT IS GOING ON!?! I'm not actually freaking out, but I am curious as to whom is reading. If, in fact, it is one of my friends, please tell me :P
P^6.S. At the rate this it's going, this entry is going to be the most viewed entry on this blog. WHO IS READING THIS REPEATEDLY!?
P^7.S. I'm an idiot. It was me the whole time....I somehow turned "track my pageviews" (as in it adds a pageview whenever I view it) back on. It's somewhat sad though...I wish it was someone else... :(... :P

Things I wish I could post but can't

Right now there is a thing I really want to post about, because I really need to talk to someone about it, but I can't because there is some information in it that is not mine to make public. I would talk to a friend, but I have no idea how to go about asking them for help. Yes, this post is awkward, but I do not know what else to say. I really want to make a post about this, but I can't for ethical reasons.


THIS IS NOT AN URGENT PROBLEM WITH ME. IT IS A (big) PROBLEM I HAVE WITH MY FAMILY. 

Ahhh new dog

GUESS WHAT?!? I'm potentially getting a 5th dog. It's like 98% going to happen. It all depends on Zuni, who can be a douchebag when meeting other dogs. But this new dog is SO CUTE!!! His name is Happy, but we're renaming him to Mickey (after Mickey Smith from Doctor Who). He is a rescue dog, so we don't know how old he is or what kind of dog he is, but we think he's a poodle mix of some sort. Here, have some pictures:

The cone is because he just got neutered and was picking at his stitches. BUT ISN'T HE ADORABLE?!

Annoyance

I have annoyances. They are varied in degree and type, but I have them

Here they are in no specific order:

1. THINK GEEK DENIED MY RETURN REQUEST!!! What??? I got the wrong thing in the mail and they aren't letting me return it to get the right thing. I don't even know. I really wanted that thing!! I don't want this gryffindor scarf...I want my Doctor Who T-shirt!! I just don't even understand this. You guys fucking screwed up and then you don't let anyone fix it. I just don't even understand why...
UPDATE: This happened while writing this, but I'll pretend like it didn't. Apparently the people who denied the request were very new and did it wrong. My mom called and got it straightened out. They're sending us the correct thing free and we get to keep the scarf. Jessie is incredibly happy about that.

2. This week is going by too slowly. I keep thinking it's the day after it actually is. Like I thought yesterday was wednesday and today was thursday and when I realize it's not I'm sad because Friday is another day away.

3. Señor is giving us a quiz on friday. He is doing this because we asked if friday could be a more fun class, and he said "Yes, it can be my kind of fun. I think I'll give you guys a quiz" No...just no. It's things like this which make me not want to take Spanish next year. Señor is just getting on my nerves and it needs to stop.

4. Dr. Andy is having us put together a mock trial for Galileo in less than a day and then we have a quiz the next day on IDs we just got on Monday. What?! I don't like history anyway, and now history is being unreasonable...anger.

5. Stuff. Vague stuff. Stuff with stuff things. Stuff kind of stuff that's annoying.

SO CLOSE TO FRIDAY YET FRIDAY IS SO FAR AWAY!!! MERRR

In which I panic about my future

I am not going to succeed in astronomy, which is the one thing I want to do with my life. Not one bit. Want to know why? Because I am not good at math. I mean I'm not horrible at it, but I'm not, by any stretch of the word, good at it. The problem is that I NEED to be good at it. If I can't do math, then I can't do astronomy. If I can't do astronomy, then my entire future is ruined. I seriously have no idea what I want to do with my life if I don't go into astronomy.

Math is a subject that I have a complicated relationship with. I'm good at it sometimes. Sometimes (a lot of the time) I suck at it. I can't do math under pressure at all (not even simple math), which is why I do so badly on math quizzes/tests. I'm just bad at anything under pressure though. Even simple things like reading and writing. I can't do them if there is any pressure on me. If I am given time to figure things out, I can generally do math. Another thing that helps me understand is to work backwards. If you give me the answer, and then tell me why and how you got it, then I always understand it better than just through example problems. But, math class isn't set up the way I want. We move fast through things and the teacher sucks. If I end the year with a B I will be surprised.

But, there's a problem there. I can't get a B in math. I need to do well, incredibly well, in math to succeed in what I want to do. I don't see myself succeeding in math right now...which means that I won't succeed in astronomy. Which means that I have to re-think my entire future.

Ever since I discovered astronomy, I never thought I would want to do anything else with my life. But, if I do not have the skills to be able to do professional astronomy, I HAVE to think of something else to do. The problem is...what? There isn't a single thing I love to do more than astronomy, and if I can't pursue that as my future...then what is my future anyway?

I really need to re-think some things right now...

I hate change

Hi everyone. This is a random entry that has nothing to do with real life, only with like my brain and subconscious and stuff, and those things like to worry, a lot. Probably too much, but I can't help it.

So, I have friends. At this point, they feel like stable friends. But, one of them said something the other day that worried the fuck out of me: Your friends change.

As in you have some friends sometimes, and then they go off and be friends with other people. This actually happens, I've seen it happen with my sister. She was BEST FRIENDS with this girl Lisa, and then around the end of her junior year, they just stopped. It was because my sister started hanging out with some people who Lisa didn't like. The fact that Jessie chose them over her kind of makes me wonder some things. If best friends can just chose people who new people over their best friends, it just makes me worry. What if my friends do this to me?

I don't want this to happen to me. This can't happen to me. I don't want my friends to go. I had so much trouble making friends, and I don't think I could do it again. I'm already seeing it start to happen now. New people are becoming friends with our group and I'm starting to feel like "What am I doing here?" No one there shares any of my main interests and it's all weird and such. I miss last year, like a lot. Most likely, by the end of the year, things will be a lot different. Then, by senior year, my friends will most likely be entirely different people...if I have any at all. I don't want them to stop being my friends, but apparently these things happen. But, I don't want it to happen to me.


Sorry if this made no sense. I don't think I conveyed what I was thinking very well. Sorry. But I hate change, just get that. Merrrhhhh


I end with this:

Friends

What r u doing

Friends

Stahp

I ruin things

Warning: vague

I ruin things. I really do. It was a good idea to try and make it work but of course I ruined it. I was happy for it to work, and then I go and ruin it. Yay...not. Sadness. I should stop doing things.

I need to stop thinking about things that have been said. Fuck all of this. I get way too insecure about myself sometimes and what I do. I need a break from people for a while. One more week...


Also I hate emotions.


Sorry for vagueness



P.S. Now to completely change the subject, the package has finally gotten to the post office. Potentially it will be delivered tomorrow. Yay
P.P.S. Aki should tell me whether or not I won the plaid contest thingy. Also you haven't been commenting recently so you should do that too.

I hate shipping #firstworldproblems

So apparently there is this new thing in the shipping world that combines UPS and USPS. It's called UPS SurePost or somefuck like that. So things were ordered from the internet, and shipped really quickly (surprisingly quickly) via UPS and it said the scheduled delivery date was 12/13/12. Yesterday, the package was apparently delivered to the local post office for delivery. So now they're delivering it? Wut. I assumed it would still come today, but the USPS tracking number I was given says they haven't even received the package NOW. IT SAID IT WAS DELIVERED TO THEM YESTERDAY. I hope it gets here before I go back to my dad's saturday night. What bugs me the most is that it moved from Columbus, OH to Pittsburgh in less than a day, and now it's in Pittsburgh and hasn't moved for more than a day...this is just bugging me so much. MERR

I know this could be considered me being impatient, and it is. But it's also the stupidity of it all. The post office is a few blocks from here, and they still haven't delivered it? IT'S IN FUCKING PITTSBURGH YOU COULD HAVE JUST DROVE TO MY HOUSE AND GIVEN IT TO ME. There is a chance it could come tomorrow, but at the rate it's going I don't think it will. This is why they need to invent teleportation. Then when you order something they teleport it to you. It would save money too, so it's a win-win situation. If only quantum physics didn't get in the way of everything.

Yes, Aki, this package includes your present. But it also includes some of my Chanukah presents. And, apparently from what I've read about surepost on the internet, it could be a while before you get your present, if it comes at all. I've read some about how many people's packages get lost this way. I hope it comes before winter break, but if not, I'll give it to you at driver's ed or something. Sorry!

In other happier news, I had like no classes today. I had math, then glass, then English. Normally today I would have had a double free after that, then chemistry after lunch, then a free last. But, Mr. Marx wasn't here again today (technically he was, but he started feeling really sick before lunch and then went home, so he didn't get to our class!), so I had a quadruple free for the last 4 periods. It was wonderful. I was even somewhat productive! We finished our chemistry lab! But, for most of it, I was just derping on my computer. Yay! If only winter break started tomorrow...but sadly we still have another week. Sadness :(. But, Jessie comes back on Saturday! Yay! I'm excited for that! Anyway, tomorrow is an event schedule so that sucks.

Hopefully the package comes at some point.

I don't even know what to write

Hi all. I have no idea what to write about today. Today was incredibly average. The only exciting thing was that Mathieu and I started the Dalek. Though that was pretty awesome. The mirrored glass we're using is gold, and it is basically the EXACT color of the Daleks in DW. Though we couldn't find any yellowish-gold beads for the balls, so they have to be blue. I think it will look interesting though. I'm excited! Also, fucking chemistry. There is one concept I don't fully get yet, and it has a perfect simulator for it, and all I need to do is mess around with the simulator to understand it. Guess what? The simulator is broken. I have tried everything to get it to work, other than switching operating systems, which isn't really an option anyway. Though, as I wrote that sentence I did just think of something: I have a double free tomorrow, and I think I'll try one of the computers in the library and see if it works. I hope it does.

EDIT: I just got it to work on my mom's computer. I have 2 reactions to that:
1. Yay!
2. Wtf?

The amount of teacher related annoyance is immense

What teachers am I annoyed at and why? I shall tell you:

1. Señor - Why am I annoyed at Señor? Because he is Señor, that should be enough. There are actual reasons too. The grammar quiz today was supposed to be on like 8 different verb tenses, and that we didn't have to know the past subjunctive...guess what 1/4 of the quiz was? Past subjunctive! And then the other part was indicatives vs. subjunctives and it was annoying. I spent most of my time studying the tenses I barely knew, like the present perfect and past perfect and future and stuff. I didn't realize there was going to be anything about indicative vs. subjunctive. WHY!??!? I failed that. And then he added a part on the end which was give a two paragraph alternate ending to the story we just read. Why? Because no one understood the story, so he gave us a quiz. His exact words were: I think this reading was a bit difficult for you guys, I think I should give you a quiz. I HATE teachers who do that, as I've said. Merrr

2. Mr. Hallas - Why him? Because he's just a bad teacher in general. But also, he's giving us a quiz right after we just had a quiz, and then a test next friday. WHICH IS THE DAY BEFORE WINTER BREAK WTF!!!

3. Dr. Sanders - Too much work at once. I'm not annoyed at this only because we're the class that barely gets any work, I would be annoyed at this amount of work at once anyway! We have other classes too, not just English. Merrrr

In other news, I finished my parrot! Yay! Dalek time tomorrow!

MORE AKI STUFF:
1. Fix your phone. I'm going to remind you until you do. Also, I'm not going to give you the surprise until you do. Hehehe incentives
2. Read Sarah's blog. I don't know whether or not you've been wondering what happened and why she made that random hiatus post, but now she explained, and it's a lot worse than I thought.
3. Provided you fix your phone beforehand, I now know what day I will have the surprise, Friday. Also, in case you haven't figured it out, the surprise is going to be your Christmas present, not like some random magical other thing.

Dr. Sanders, why so much work??

This is annoying. We're getting so much work for English this week! We have to re-do our essays from our finals by thursday, and by wednesday we have to write a 2 page mock hero epic. I don't even fucking know. I would be okay with these assignments if they didn't happen at the exact same time. I don't want to write about Beowulf anyway! Merr. Also the mock hero epic has to be ABOUT US. It has to be a satire type thing where we take a mundane situation and make it super duper exciting. But we have to make the language like Beowulf, with kennings and stuff. This is going to be a lot harder than she thinks. She was going to give us more time, but she got annoyed with some people at the end of class, so she didn't. I thought our class was supposed to be the one without all the work!!! Merrr.

Also, 2 things to communicate to Aki:
1. Fix your phone! Just do it...please? Texting is so much easier than emailing, and apparently my emails don't even get to you most of the time, which is why I am resorting to this!
2. Expect a surprise from me at some point within the next week or so...Don't worry, it's a good surprise!

Happy Chanukah!

It's Chanukah in a few hours, so that means presents. Tonight I'm probably not going to get anything, but it's still Chanukah, so that's fun.

Sadly I have to go to another dinner at a family friend's. This time it's going to be even more awkward than thanksgiving. Why? 2 main reasons:
1. Jessie isn't there
2. There is another guy my age...I'm horrible at talking to people my age unless they are my friends. Why...why must I have to do this.
I'm most likely going to have a terrible time tonight and merr. I hate social situations. Why must I be put in them so often? I barely know this kid. If only I had the ability to socialize. MERRRRRR. I just hate socializing. A lot. Can't I be happy with the friends I have right now?

Wish me luck

My average day and stuffs

Hello all. Today wasn't incredibly noteworthy. Some small things happened, but nothing like mind blowing.

My day started with school. First period was my free that none of my friends had, so I finished up my English homework and was on reddit for the rest of the time. Then second period I had another free, but this one was the one with friends, even though I couldn't find most of them, and the ones I could find were playing video games. So I was on reddit for the whole time again. I had no problem with that.  Then math, then history (even though Dr. Andy wasn't there we still had to be in class...even though the other class didn't. WTF Dr. Andy?), then Chem, in which we built molecules, which was incredibly fun, even though Noah was a cheater, and kept being correct. Then lunch happened. I studied for Spanish while everyone else talked. Then I had Spanish...and Señor FORGOT ABOUT THE QUIZ!!! LOLOLOLOL. It was awesome. He came in and started talking about the story we are supposed to read for Monday, and none of us stopped him because obviously none of us wanted to take a quiz, then at the end of the class Bobby asked Señor "What happened to the quiz?" and Señor started slapping himself on the wrist and swearing in Spanish. He was looking at the quiz for the entire class period because it was in his book, but he still managed to forget about it. Woot! Then I had glass. Noah and Rohun came because their speech class was cancelled. Noah soldered some stuff, and Rohun had a lot of fun cutting glass. I finished gluing my parrot too! Now I need to grout it next class and I'm done with that motherfucker! THEN I BEGIN LE DALEK!!!

So that was my day. It wasn't incredibly exciting, but it wasn't a bad day. One of my friends wasn't in school though, and I was (and still am) worried about that friend. That friend says that my worrying only adds stress to the friend's (I am avoiding pronouns to not give away any hints on who this friend is) life and I should stop, but I don't really think that's possible. This friend is one of my best friends and I care a lot about them, so the worrying will continue. Now this friend isn't responding to texts or facebooks, so it's getting a bit worse...merrr.


P.S. Aki, fix your phone. Just reminding you

What the hell was I thinking?

Actually though. Squash? What? Why? How? Who? When? What? WHAT THE FUCK?

What made me sign up for it? Why did I think it was going to be a good idea? It wasn't. At all. For one, I sucked. A lot. Like more than anyone ever. For two, the coach hated me. He picked on me way more than he should have and I wanted to chop his fucking nuts off. MERRR. And for three, I didn't have a single moment of practice in which I had fun. Not one. I know that sounds harsh and like an exaggeration, but it really isn't. I hated every second. Every fucking second. I sucked at the sport, and it just wasn't fun.

Guess what? I'm quitting. Yay! I realized that PE isn't that bad. Coach C is awesome (and doesn't have a crazy accent that no one can understand and then proceed to get angry when I can't understand what the fuck he is saying), and I have people in the class 3rd trimester anyway. So, I'll be fine. The only problem is I have to give up 3 of my 5 double frees. :( I'll survive though, it's not like it's the end of the world, and it's a whole lot better than continuing squash.

It was an interesting idea that ended in a blaze fucking flames and shit, and I will never think of doing a sport again. PE FTW!!!

On a COMPLETELY separate note, I'm very glad I have an understanding family. I just read something about a father DISOWNING his daughter and cutting her contact with her entire family because she is an atheist. My dad isn't happy about my beliefs (or lack thereof) but he still loves me and accepts me as his son. I'm very glad about that. I'm also glad my friends who are religious don't care about the fact that I am an atheist and accept me for who I am as a person, and not what I believe in.

Also Aki where were you in school today?? I had to go through another math class all alone :( But we got to use fun calculators

Bahhh squash

What. Why did I do this? Why the hell am I so nervous for this? I really am though. I know the basics of how to play: ball against wall. But application of knowledge is something completely different. I'm going to die. Also, there are other people there. That makes it more annoying. MERRR. I hate other people. I'm going to do horribly.

Wish me luck, I'll update on how it went later if I'm still alive.

EDIT: Le yay it has been cancelled

Decorative Glass just got 20x more awesome

So last week, we decided that Mathieu would join my glass class to make a Dalek (Doctor Who robot monster majigger). Today he made the sketch and realized that it was rather complicated, but he still wanted to do it. So, guess what? He enlisted my help! Now all I have to do is finish my parrot, which surprisingly I'm almost done with (I'm one of the first to be putting pieces on the board), and then we begin our epic Dalek creation! We've decided that we're going to be making it out of colored mirror glass, which is going to look amazing. A Dalek mirror? How awesome is that going to be? If only we could make two of them, that would be nice, but he already said he wanted to keep it. Though actually I think he should since I have no idea what I'd do with it. Now I get to have a friend in the class and be making some fun art. I'm excited to see how this will turn out. Expect some pictures in the (far) future, when we're done with it!

You know what? I don't give a fuck

I just had a pretty crappy time. It started out fun, and ended really badly. So, after school today, Erika, Abigail, and I were supposed to go to the animal shelter to meet the dog Abigail wants to get. The original plan was we hang out for a bit, go to the animal shelter, then go home at 7. That is NOT what happened. Erika originally thought she wasn't going to be able to go, then she was able to come until 5, so the plan ended up being we'd be taken by Abigail's dad to the shelter and get picked up at 5. I thought I had a ride with Erika's family, but they ended up not being able to give me one. So, I tried calling my parents. My dad first, to no avail. Then I called my mom, and she answered right away and said she'd leave soon, but never did and never called me back. So I kept calling all of them, at least 15 times each phone, and no one answered. So, I had to walk home. I had no idea where I was going, and was lucky to make it on the first try in my opinion. Then, when I was almost home my dad called me and came to pick me up. I was naturally annoyed at him. He didn't see why, and all he said was "sorry you're annoyed." I then got pissed off and got out of the car (we were in the driveway) and slammed the door. Then he started yelling at me like he usually does when I do something slightly disrespectful. I really didn't care this time. I know what he did was wrong, but he just won't admit it. Then I said I wanted to go back to mom's, and his reply was "Don't you dare threaten me when you've just done something horribly wrong to me!!!" What angers me the most is that he doesn't even care that what he did was wrong. He focuses on the fact that I'm not happy with him and gets mad at me for that. Thank you, father.

Everything went better than expected

Except two.

If it's not clear yet, I'm speaking of finals. I took 5 finals, and did better than I thought on 3/5 of them. Possibly 4/5 of them, but Mr. Hallas has not given us our grades for our finals. Obviously the one I know of that went worse than expected is Spanish. But everything else was a nice surprise. Especially history. I expected to get a 75% or something...but guess what??? I GOT AN 89%!!!! SUCK IT BITCHES!!! I guess my essays weren't as bad as I thought. YAY!! I'M SO HAPPY BEAHASDHASKJHKAJHK!!!

I'm REALLY nervous to get my math final back though. I mean incredibly nervous. If I get anything below an 80% I'm screwed. I wish he would just GIVE THEM BACK already. I also wish he wouldn't. But, I want to know what I got. If it's bad, then I just cry. So, I hope it's not tomorrow because I have it second and I would want to cry all day. But, merrr. I'm so scared about that one. Imma go die now. Bye

1% more and I would have been fine

Spanish. Why must I still be in that class? I have a 79% for the trimester. The main reason for this is my participation grades. In order they are:

82.5%
80%
76%
100%
...and then participation grade for the WHOLE TRIMESTER is 73%.

We've had 2 quizzes, I got an 80% on one and a 73% on the other because I only studied half the vocab accidentally.

The rest of the grades are homework. I got 100% on all except 1, because I forgot my book at home that night, and that brought my grade down 3%. Also there's the final, which I didn't do as well on as I thought I did. I knew I wasn't going to do well, but after I had taken it I thought it went better than expected. I got a 78.7% on it. I think señor took points off for accents, but I couldn't put them in on that computer and there was no way for me to add them afterwards. I thought I was going to end the trimester with an 80%, but after señor added in the 73% for participation it brought my grade down to a 79%. That's where I'm FUCKED. Truly and sincerely fucked. If I had ended the trimester with an 80%, it would have shown up as a B- on the grade sheet, which my mom and dad wouldn't be incredibly happy with, but they'd live with it, but now they will see it as a C+ and kill me. Great. I can't wait until I'm done with that class forever at the end of this year.

Exterminate, Regenerate

Ahh that song is good.

Also, as a side note, what the fuck is my life? So many things...

Anyway, entry:

So, thanksgiving happened. Here's what was supposed to happen:

Wednesday, Jessie and I go to my mothers house, they go grocery  shopping and cook foods. Then on thursday they cook the rest of the food and we eat thanksgiving dinner! Yay!

Here's what actually happened:

Wednesday, Jessie and I wait around all day for my mom to come pick us up, to no avail. My mom gets mad at my sister for getting mad at her, and decides that we will not be going over there. So we stay at dad's. Originally dad was just going to get food from the best deli ever and we would have a nice thanksgiving with the three of us, but then we were invited to family friend's house for dinner, so we HAD to go there. I hate parties. Too many people. I was also sick when we went, so I talked EVEN LESS than I normally would. The only good part was meeting an awesome person who just got into Doctor Who. But I was still really sick the whole time and barely ate anything. The cookies I ate were awesome though. I threw them up when I got back, so that was sad. I did not get to fully digest the wonder! I wanted a small family dinner with my sister and either mom or dad, but we had to go to a party. I wasn't happy about that, but I made the best I could of the situation. Merr.

Now it's the weekend, and I'm bored. I get to launch rockets on sunday though, so that will be fun. Yay rockets!

Indescribable feeling

First, I want to share a quote that I made! I know it's a bit arrogant of me to quote myself, but I want to so here:
"Space is just beautiful. Not the space you see in photos, that's fake space. I'm talking about the space you see with your own eyes. Whether it be with a telescope, binoculars, or just plain looking up, space is just beautiful."
-  Jacob Block

Now for the entry, beginning with a Carl Sagan quote. This one isn't just amazing because it's Carl Sagan, it's a quote that comes the closest to putting that feeling I talk about later into words:


"The Cosmos is all that is, or ever was, or ever will be. Our feeblest contemplations of the Cosmos stir us — there is a tingling in the spine, a catch in the voice, a faint sensation, as if a distant memory, of falling from a great height. We know we are approaching the grandest of mysteries."
- Carl Sagan

So that quote is now my new subheader.

But it's more than that. It describes that feeling that me, and everyone else who has a strong passion for the wonderful science called astronomy, gets when they think about the vast universe we, as humans, inhabit and effect everyday. As I was outside with my telescope for the first time in about 2 months, I remembered the amazing feeling one gets when one observes space with their own eyes (+2 mirrors and a lens). The vastness of what you are observing overwhelms you and you just become filled with wonder. To think that, me, a small speck, on a small speck, in a system of small specks, orbiting a slightly bigger speck, in a system of slightly bigger specks, can observe a place where these specks are born, 15,000 lightyears away. And by moving the observing tool (the telescope) over a little bit on the sky, you can observe a WHOLE SEPARATE SYSTEM of specks, 2.5 MILLION lightyears away. That means that the light I saw from that system has been traveling for 2.5 million years. The universe is seriously THAT BIG. It's amazing, and overwhelming at times, but it fills all of us astronomers with a feeling like no other. An indescribable feeling that words do not do justice.

My theory about Clara/Oswin

I'm going to start with saying that this is a Doctor Who post, which relies on knowledge of episodes which people reading my blog will most likely have not seen yet, but I'm going to write it anyway because I want to.

So, Oswin Oswald, played by Jenna Louise-Coleman. She appeared in the Season 7 opener of Doctor Who in September. Jenna Louise-Coleman is also going to play the new companion in season 7.5 after the Ponds left. Her name is supposedly going to be Clara Oswin. The trailer for the Christmas special started with Matt Smith and Jenna Louise-Coleman having a discussion about how the character "can't be the same one because they died." I think they're lying. I think it is the same character. I think Clara becomes the Doctor's companion, and then once she stops being his companion, goes to work on the Starship Alaska, and then when it crashes into the Asylum of the Daleks and the Doctor shows up, she has to act like she doesn't know him, because she realizes that he has not met her yet and that could pollute the timestream if she tells him what's to come. Since the Doctor never sees her face at the Asylum, only hears her voice, he doesn't know what she looks like, and then when he meets her later in the Christmas special, he doesn't realize they're the same person and goes on thinking everything is new and stuff. Maybe, he would realize later that they're the same person, and who knows what could come of that.


So, that's my theory. I like it a lot, and maybe it's right. I hope it is. If she's just playing a new character I'd be sad. Oswin was a great character and I was sad that she had to be a Dalek in the end.

Worried as fuck for a friend

Okay everyone. This entry is going to be rather vague as I am about to say things I probably shouldn't say. But I need to get it out somehow, and here's the only way:

I just found out something about my best friend that I didn't know or even expect. Ever since I've been told this I have been incredibly worried about this friend. I mean like really fucking worried. I wish I could go into more detail, but it's REALLY not my place to do so. I'm sorry for this vague post, but I needed to get this out.

Stupid Inscurities

You know what suck? Insecurities. They really do. I'm going to say right now I'm not really insecure about who I am, I'm pretty sure I know who I am. I am a scientist. But, what I am insecure about are my friends. I've made that post about how I only think they like me out of pity, and a part of me still thinks that, and it really sucks. I get really scared about that sometimes. But that's not this entry. This entry is still about friends and stuff, but different insecurities I have about them.

Specifically, how much they ACTUALLY want to be my friends. It's the other scenario I have in my mind about them. Here's the basics of what it is.

They are my friends because they like me, but only to an extent. When someone new who is more interesting/better than me comes along, they will just leave me.

Yes, I actually fear this happening. A lot. It's really suckish. That's why I don't like other people too. Because in all likelyhood, they will be better than me at being a friend and my friends will like them better. This is also why I don't like adding new people to the group. I know I'm a selfish douchebag. I acknowledge that. I've told this to Erika and she says I'm not a douchebag, but I really am.

Also, another one of my problems (not as much of an insecurity, but more like something that I wish weren't true, but is) is that I don't have any like REALLY good friends. I have "best" friends, but that term doesn't really mean much. I mean anyone who's been friends with Erika for like more than a month ends up being her best friend, so it's not a very special title. All of my friends have like REALLY good friends, but I'm just kind of here being their like "hey, look, it's you" type friend. Sometimes I feel like I'm their really good friend, but other times I feel like I'm just bothering them if I try and interact with them. So, that's normally why I just go to my locker while they're all doing stuff at the wall. I don't want to be a nuisance, so I just leave.

I don't really know why I feel this way. But, I do. I feel like a horrible person for even assuming that any of my friends would do any of this. I guess I am a horrible person, but I don't even know.



Okay, everyone: I'm sorry this blog is sometimes one giant pity party for me. I don't mean it to be. I mean to explain to the world what I am feeling at the moment I'm writing the entry, but it ends up being a pity party. I'm sorry! I hope you all don't hate me. (There I fucking go again...I am sorry)

Also, yay 100th entry! Not as though anyone actually cares, but still, I thought I'd point it out.

Well finals are done!

They're technically not done until tomorrow at 10:30, but I only have chem which is super duper easy. Today was English and Math.

English was harder than I expected. The short answer ones were on a bunch of things we didn't go over in class. Then the essay was incredibly surprisingly easy. I got 1200 words out of that thing! And I finished like half hour early. So that was fun.

Then came the 2.5 hour break that is necessary between finals. All my friends went out to lunch on Walnut. I didn't! Why? Because I'm awesome. That and I felt like it was necessary for me to study for my math final, which it was. I didn't need the whole 2.5 hours though, but they didn't get back until less than an hour before the final began, so I'm still glad I didn't go with them.

Then the math final actually happened. I hope I did well, but I've learned NEVER to trust my judgement on how I do on a precalc quiz. If I think I did well, it's a C, if I think I did horribly, it's an A. Nothing makes sense in that class. I'm just going to assume I did horribly and hope for the best! Yay!

Then, after finals got out, Erika and I went to Noah's. Noah wasn't actually there for the first like half hour, but we still went. We studied for chem and they made out. Basically the jist of the evening.

Now I'm home and bored. Tomorrow I get to take the chem final, possibly go to my dad's house to get my retainer, and then who fucking knows what?

Wish meh luhk.

I used to really like Spanish

So today was my first day of finals. At WT, we have 3 days of exams, with two exams each day. Today was history and spanish.

History was not as bad as I thought it was going to be. I got most of the fill in the blanks, but I BSed some of them. I thought I did really well on the short essays, but I looked over at Erika's and saw like 4 paragraphs for each while I had like barely 2...fuck

Spanish was bad. I hate Spanish. Writing essays in spanish is not fun. Especially when you have to write three essays, each with AT LEAST 3 paragraphs, in 2 hours, about stories that were very stupid.


I used to like Spanish. I used to like it a lot. I'm not entirely sure what happened either. In 6th-8th grade I was a FUCKING BOSS at Spanish, but when I got to WT I just died. I don't know why, but I did. I started in Spanish 2, and probably should have stayed there, but my mom decided "No I'm going to make your Spanish teacher put you in Spanish 3." So, I went to Spanish 3...and it started out okay, but by the end I had a strong dislike for the Spanish language that I still harbor with me today. I would have not taken it this year, but I didn't really have a class to replace it with. I could have taken AP Stats or something, but I didn't really want to yet. Right now I'm wishing that I had done that. I did horribly on that final, and since I only have an 80% in the class (the grade is bullshit though, it is based off a few 100%s on homework, with one 0% when I forgot my book, 1 test which I got an 80% on, a quiz which I got a 74% on because I forgot we had to study half the vocab, and a bunch of participation grades which I got 80%s on because I don't talk in class....fuck). Now I'm going to have like a C (or worse) for the trimester and my mom will ACTUALLY kill me. I'm 99% sure I will not be taking AP Spanish next year. I'm so sorry Aki (and Alberto, but you will never read this so it's all good). I'm done with that class though. We don't learn anything and I hate the language. I used to be good but now I'm not, and I don't want to continue to hurt my GPA unnecessarily. I want to start to focus the classes I take on science and math. I know right now that I need to put a lot more effort into precalc, and once I do that I will undoubtedly succeed. If and when I do succeed, I will move on to calculus, which is going to be a challenge that I want to take on, and I don't want to have Spanish sitting there eating my brain. I only have 2 trimesters of it left, but they are going to be absolutely suckish. Once I'm done with it I will be very happy. AP stats shouldn't be too much of a problem. Statistics sounds like an interesting math, especially because it's math with a real application, which should be interesting to do. I'm not sure how my mom will react to me not taking Spanish, but I thought she'd get mad when I didn't do Jazz Band this year, but she didn't. I don't know how I'm going to finish out this year of Spanish, but I'm pretty sure I won't do it well. Wish me luck, and I'll talk to you all tomorrow after finals. I have English (not nervous at all for) and math (pretty nervous for but no where near as nervous as I was for my history and spanish finals today). Then wednesday is CHEM!! Yay!

Studying for finals with friends

Whenever you plan on studying with friends, it never actually happens, does it? Especially when one of your friends doesn't take her meds (Erika this is you).

So, today I was planning on having a nice productive study session with Noah and Erika. That is the opposite of what happened. It was nice, but it was far from productive. We would study like 2 minutes of chem and then get distracted and then come back. Until, the ultimate distraction hit. It started when we went downstairs to get Noah a drink, and then Erika started looking through my cupboards trying to find some food. She found some chocolate chips...and then it began. We started to make cookies. We went looking through my cupboards to try and find all of the ingredients we needed, and to my surprise we found them all. Then we just made some fucking chocolate chip cookies. There was no reason why we did this, but we did. The brown sugar we found was like a rock, it took us like 30 minutes to break it up to make it useful. Then the butter we ended up using had been expired for 1.5 years, but we didn't realize this until after the cookies were already mixed. We baked them and they tasted fine, so I hope it won't be too much of a problem. Maybe we'll all get food poisoning and not have to take finals! That would be incredible. But the cookies tasted good, I'm glad we made them!

As my Facebook status said:
"Only with your best friends can you start with studying for finals and end up baking cookies for no apparent reason"

Now to add onto the end here:
What the hell am I doing?? I just had this sudden realization of "WHY IN THE ACTUAL HELL AM I DOING A SPORT!?" That involves games and shit, and like traveling to them and practices with the fucking team. Death is going to happen. I don't even know. I am just like dying in my brain right now. BSADHaDHLJASD. Everyone on the squash team is going to hate me. What the fuck is this? What the hell am I going to do? WHAKJAHDKJASHKAJSDHAKJSH FUCK. My only hope is that Erika decides Squash over fencing. I need a friend who also has no idea what is going on too (even though she probably has a better idea) for help. MERRADSJDHAKD FUCK. Well Imma go die now, byesies.

I speeched, I will sport, and I have verbed

Hi everyone. Guess what?????? I'M DONE WITH SPEECH CLASS!!! You have no idea how amazing I am feeling about that right now. SO MUCH YAY! The 5 minute impromptu went better than expected. I got the topic I was most prepared for, which was "My Relationship to Astronomy" So we all know how much I can talk about that. It was actually pretty good. It was 5 minutes and 12 seconds, which was far better than I expected it to be. YAY SPEECH IS OVER AND I PASSED!!! Now I get to go to my amazing second trimester schedule with 20 frees, 10 of them are part of double frees (what one has to remember about WT is that we have a 10 day week instead of a 5 day week (technically, we do have a 5 day week, but our schedule is a 10 day schedule...I'll attach a photo of it so this makes sense to anyone who isn't from WT reading this and cares enough, tis under this paragraph) so I actually only have 10 frees, not 20, but it's still amazingness!).

See? The schedule is 10 days, and I have 5 double frees

Also, guess what else happened today? I SIGNED UP TO DO A SPORT!! WHAT IS HAPPENING THE WORLD IS ENDING AHHHAJKSDHAKSJH!!!!! It's squash, so it's not much of a sport, but I still have no idea what I'm doing. I ended up getting out of PE third trimester, even though I probably shouldn't have (for those of you who don't know, they messed up my schedule last year so I only ended up getting one PE class when I needed two). I can fix this by doing 2 PEs next year and doing squash again. I could also ask Skiba to put PE back, but I want my 5 double frees again third trimester, so I'll just keep it this way. I have no idea how to play squash or what it is. But I am doing this because I've heard it's the sport that you have to do the least work for. Mathieu is going to show me the ways of sports, thankfully. AJDSKHSD this is going to be weird. Wish me luck!

P.S. HAPPY CARL SAGAN DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

TV Shows I like and My Family

Hi everyone. This blog post is going to be obnoxiously long and detailed. Why? I'll tell you why: Fucking speech class, that's why. I have to give my 5 minute impromptu speech tomorrow and I gave my list of 5 topics, three of which I already have blog entries about, so I need to make these two topics into something that I can talk about. Wish me luck:

TV Shows I like (this one I could probably talk about for 5 minutes now, but it would be rather unorganized, so let's organize it now):

I personally like quite a few TV shows. Most of them are Science fiction, but not all of them. My favorite ones, in no specific order, are Star Trek, Doctor Who, Eureka, Warehouse 13, The Big Bang Theory, Doc Martin, Psych, and 3rd Rock From the Sun. I'm going to tell you today about as many of these as I have time for to today.
Let's start with Star Trek. I bet everyone here has heard of Star Trek at least once, probably more than that . The franchise began in the 1960s, specifically 1964 (I think), with the start of The Original Series, although at the time it was just called Star Trek. It followed the adventures of Captain James T. Kirk, captain of the Federation Starship USS Enterprise, and his crew of officers, Mr. Spock, the Vulcan science officer and first officer of the Enterprise, Scotty, the engineer, Uhura, the communications officer, Sulu, the helmsman, and everyone else. That show lasted for 3 seasons, and then was cancelled. Then when Star Wars came out in the 70s, the company that owned Star Trek at the time thought that they should make it into a movie to battle Star Wars. The movie was pretty successful. 5 more movies which were based off the original series were made, and at one point during these movies they decided that they would make a new Star Trek TV series.
This became Star Trek: The Next Generation. This series was set 100 or so years after The Original Series. It had a completely different cast and far better special effects than The Original Series as well. This series followed the adventures of Captain Jean-Luc Picard, and his crew off officers, Commander William T. Riker, first officer, Lt. Commander Data, 2nd officer and science officer, he was also an android, Lt. Worf, the Klingon security officer, Doctor Beverly Crusher, ship's doctor, Lt. Commander Geordi LaForge, the engineer, and Deanna Troi, the ship's councilor. Originally the series wasn't very well received well because of the differences from the original. But, over time the series became very successful, running for 7 seasons and giving birth to 2 spin-offs, Star Trek: Deep Space Nine, and Star Trek: Voyager.
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine was a very different type of Star Trek series than everyone else was used to at the time. The two other series were set on starships exploring the Galaxy, while this one was set on a space station, Deep Space Nine. Deep Space Nine was in orbit around the planet Bajor, which was a planet previously occupied by the Cardassians (not the same thing as the Kardashians), and had just gained their independence and had requested that the Federation send people from Starfleet to help get them prepared for joining the Federation. It followed the adventures of Commander (later Captain) Benjamin Sisko, Major Kira Nerys, Doctor Julian Bashir, Petty Officer Miles O'Brien (who was originally a recurring Character on The Next Generation, and they liked him so much they decided to give him a full time part on this new show), and Lt. Jadzia Dax, and also later in the series Worf, from Next Generation, became part of the show after The Next Generation had ended. The show was pretty successful, running for 7 seasons.
The other spin-off that Next Generation gave birth to was Star Trek: Voyager. Voyager premiered right after The Next Generation finished. It followed the adventures of Captain Kathryn Janeway (the first female captain of Star Trek), of the USS Voyager, which gets flung into the Delta Quadrant, 75,000 light years form Earth, in the first episode and the rest of the series is the story of Voyager trying to get home. Voyager is my favorite of the Star Trek series. It also happens to be the one in which the captain dies the most, 9 times in all. Everyone on the show had at least one episode in which they died. Voyager was also very successful, following the trend of the other two series and lasted for 7 seasons.

Now let's talk about Doctor Who. I discovered this show last summer in July. Multiple friends of mine had been telling me to watch it for as long as I can remember, so I finally decided to give into their demands and watch it. I'm very glad I did because I ended up really liking it. So, what is Doctor Who about? It follows the adventures of The Doctor, a Time Lord from the planet Gallifrey, who can regenerate after before he dies and change his whole body (which is how the series has been going on so long, they just change the lead actor), and he travels the universe in his ship called the TARDIS (Time and Relative Dimension In Space), which is disguised as a 1960s London police public call box. He is normally traveling with at least one companion, normally a woman from Earth. The series has technically been going on since 1963, although it was cancelled in 1989, with only a movie in 1996 between its rival in 2005. I haven't seen much of the old series, but from what I have seen it was okay, but the special effects were bad and the plot lines were kind of cheesy. My main focus is the new series. It follows the adventures of the 9th, 10th, and 11th doctors (so far), who is now the last of the Time Lords after having to wipe out everyone to end the Time War. Through the series so far he has had about 6 companions, Rose Tyler, Jack Harkness, Martha Jones, Donna Noble (my favorite companion), and Amy Pond + Rory Williams. The last two just left in the series 7 finale back in September. I like Doctor Who because it's really imaginative. The plots are very original and a lot of them are kinds of plots you could only find in a TV show like this.

Now, let's talk about Eureka. Eureka is a sy-fy original series which may make it sound like it would be bad to some people, but it is actually a REALLY good show. It is about this small town in the middle of nowhere Oregon called Eureka. It's a secret town where all of the best scientists come and do research at Eureka's research center called Global Dynamics. The main plot of the show is that something goes wrong with this research someone has to fix it, normally the town sheriff, Jack Carter, who is the main character of the show. I like Eureka because I thought it was really well written and had some really good characters and plots. Sadly, the show got cancelled last year and the series finale happened last April.

(If I still have time I'll talk about WH13) wordswordswordswords

So, those are some of the TV Shows I like. If any of them interested you they are all on Netflix if you have it, so you can check them out if you want.


I was going to talk about my family here, but when I started I realized I don't have 5 minutes worth of words on them. I'm just going to HOPE TO THE FRAKKING NONEXISTENT GODS THAT I DON'T GET THIS TOPIC!

Wish me fucking luck internet. I'll be sure to blog about how it goes tomorrow at some point.

Noah on two meds

Hi everyone. Today is going to be a quick post about Noah when he takes two meds. I was originally going to make one about my family for speech class, but I've decided that I'll just do both of those tomorrow because I am really tired right now. So enjoy:
Noah has weird ADD meds. They make him slow as opposed to mine, which do who knows what. So tonight, he accidentally took a second one. I have no idea how this happened, and when I asked him how he replied with "I'M YELLOW!!!" So I decided him and I should do a G+ hangout so I could see it. We did, and eventually Erika joined us. Erika and I attempted to write down all of his quotes, so here they are:

My face tastes like a vacuum cleaner.

My legs are like catii

I feel like sticking my finger through my eye

Did you know that part of my nose is my face?

I AM A VACUUM CLEANER!!

MY CHEAK BONES ARE MADE OF STEEL!!!

What if you miss the toilet seat

How many meds did you take? A banana

What color is the sky? I'm the sky

Life is such a country

No one expects the Spanish inquisition!!!

You can call me the testicle squirrel

I think I just sharted.... wubwubwubwub

faaaafafafafafafafaaaaaaaa

What up to some moo

Wait Europe doesn't move

Who's your boyfriend? (holds up hand) Here he is!

I'm a mooooleee
I will do things that moles do

Have you ever wanted to bang a giraffe

My ear is just like itching... on the inside
O_O

I saw a bicyclist when i was walking the dog... and he was a ninja... wait..no, he was a flying squirrel. and then he flew off... and I was like holy fuck!

My legs are amazing

Where's the booten

Mathieu...is the real baba

My legs are hot

It's really slow right now..kind of like my face...like a cryptic vagina...i have no idea what that means

I am the black cryptic vagina...and I am here to collect your soul....baba...and I am going to collect your hulahoop testicle

My tongue tastes like physics

I'm going to dream high things

I'm still a mole

I'm a paparazzi magnet magnet

(Picks up a tissue box) Also, tissues

My face won't fit (in reference to the tissue box)

Oy gevulta shmulta fulta

Then, finally, he left us with these words of wisdom:
"I still think I'm a giraffe"

Our mission: To explore strange, new...molecules?

Hi everyone! I haven't blogged in a really long time because I'm lame. Not much has been happening in my life. My weekend was incredibly uneventful. The only event that happened was driver's ed on sunday. That was actually pretty fun though. Not fun in the "fun" sense, but fun in the interesting and entertaining sense. There are like 15 people in the class. My table was me, Aki, and Jon. Guess who else was there? Someone from my middle school, Claire Akers. It was interesting to see her again. She was actually one of the few people in that class who I could tolerate. The teacher is a rather weird man. He likes to get off topic and tell us weird stories about his life. He also doesn't understand the word ignorance. But, I think this class will be interesting. I'm really glad I have friends in it too, or I would be all awkwardly alone and sad.
Sadly though, the weekend had to end.  Now I'm back in school :(. One more week until finals! Also 3 MORE SPEECH CLASSES! The only problem is that in one of them I will making a 5 minute impromptu speech, which sucks. But, after that is over, I am done for life. YAY! And once finals are over, it will be second trimester and I will have 5 double frees! Yay! Happiness all around. We even get to start second trimester on my first day of my four days in a row with a double free. So much happiness.
But, today happened. I had classes and stuff, which was annoying. We had Davidson as a substitute for Dr. Andy in history because Dr. Andy was off with Model UN doing who knows what. He didn't have the correct work for us, but he also didn't let us leave. It was annoying because he doesn't let us talk. Anyway, after school I taught Erika about what she missed in chemistry on friday, covalent molecules. It was interesting. She ended up understanding it pretty quickly, which was good, and then as we kept practicing, she ended up making some weird molecules. These molecules made sense, but I couldn't find them in any of the isomers listed on the internet. It was weird. We're going to show them to Mr. Marx tomorrow. It would be awesome if they were correct!

Well that's my life now. It's not that exciting, but it's fun.

There's nothing wrong with a little harmless fun

This is a response to something I found today in my Facebook newsfeed. What I found was this.

It's someone on the interwebs having an opinion about a page that I find pretty cool. They make some valid points, but they're way too general about it. They say that anyone who likes that page doesn't actually like science. That is DEFINITELY not true. I like it, and I DEFINTELY fucking love science. Also, I found out about the page through a radio astronomer (WHICH IS A TYPE OF SCIENTIST, BTW). The page does post stupid shit sometimes, but they also post funny things, and really cool things. The person basically says that if you like that, you obviously don't like science. Contrary to popular belief, scientists do have a sense of humor. In fact, they have the best senses of humor, because they are INTELLIGENT about it. This page isn't a page for pure science, it's to have FUN, something that person doesn't seem to understand. While it is true that probably not EVERYONE who likes the page actually loves science, that doesn't mean that NO ONE does. That's just wrong. Whenever the page does post stupid shit, I just ignore it. But, more often than not, it posts either really funny, really cool, or really interesting things. They also say that since you like the page, you don't actually like science, you like photography. SINCE WHEN ARE THOSE TWO THINGS MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE!?!?!?! I fucking love science, and I fucking love scientific photography. LOOK AT MY BACKGROUND FOR THE NONEXISTENT GOD'S SAKE! It's a GODSDAMN NEBULA! A PHOTO (short for photograph, which is also part of photography) that I took. Photography is also really useful in science. Without photos, we wouldn't know ANYTHING about the universe. There are many things that the human eye can't see. And many things that you can't see visually in a telescope. You NEED to collect the light, and then compile it into a PHOTOGRAPH. I know that after I did that, I had this strong urge to share what I had just done with everyone. That's what that page is doing when they post photos. They are sharing something incredible (or something funny, but still).

I really don't understand what that dude who made that thing has against IFLS. It's a great page that posts many awesome things. The fact that you like it doesn't automatically make you NOT like science. That just angers me that that person thinks that.

WT, you rock!

Yay! No school! Thank you Ms. Hurricane Sandy for destroying Pittsburgh and canceling school! Yay! NO SCHOOL FTW!!!!!!


And since I felt obnoxious about posting two short entries in one day, I deleted the other one. Here is le text from it though:

Hello internet! Guess what? There's a mothafucking hurricane in my city!! Yay! So many schools in Pittsburgh are cancelled...EXCEPT MINE!!! WT doesn't like to cancel. The only way they'd cancel is if the school like fell over or something, and even then, they probably wouldn't. I just want no school, is that too much to ask? MERJAKHDLKAJ<H:FH:ALFHHFPEOW:QGH{"WGH{PFNGEWOFNDA{OBGwP[0NG[NPOBPFOBFPB:K}NSD:LFB

In which I apologize for my last post and stuff

Hello everyone. I'm in nowhere near as shitty of a mood as I was in for my last two posts. That is probably because it is the weekend and my sister is coming in (YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!), and I was just reassured by a friend that she is, in fact, actually friends with me because she thinks I'm an awesome person. I know it's only one, but it was kind of all I needed. I have never had any really good friends in my life. Having friends like the ones who I have now is a new experience for me, but it is one I'm so glad I'm having. I think I felt like that because the people who I was friends with in middle school (except Sarah and Aki, who are still awesome!) all ended up being douchebags or just not good people. For some reason, when I got to WT, I expected everyone to be the same type of people. I was thankfully wrong about that. I have made amazing friends, and I'm incredibly grateful to all of them. I thank all of you guys for being here. You are all wondrous.

In truth, I don't think that fear that my friends are only there because of pity will ever truly go away. I haven't felt it the same amount from everyone. I only really felt it in the beginning from Erika, but later I started feeling more secure about that friendship. In all honesty, Noah is the friend who I've felt it the most from. I still feel it from him sometimes even today. I'm not really sure what that means, but I don't think I'll ever really know.

In which I wonder if I have actual friends

Hi everyone on the internet. I'm still here. Still feel pretty shitty. It would be incredibly nice if I knew WHY I felt this shitty. Bare in mind, it's not like a physical shitty feeling, it's a mental shitty feeling. I feel mentally shitty, basically. Recently, as I've been talking to my friends, I feel like I'm just being annoying them and they just want me to go away. I don't know whether or not this is true, but it's how I feel. I would go away...if I had somewhere else to go. But, sadly, I have very few friends. I basically talk to the same people. They talk to others as well as me so I guess, if they are annoyed, it's probably because I keep talking to them and they don't want to keep talking to me...I don't know. I hate having this fear that my friends are only friends with me out of pity, and not because they actually like me. I actually like them, if that makes a difference. The only friend who I honestly have never felt is only being friends with me out of pity is Aki. I don't know why it's only her, but I really hope that she isn't my only friend who actually likes me. Fuck emotions! Why must we have them? They're great sometimes, but when they're bad, they can be really bad. I also wish my brain didn't just jump to these conclusions of feelings, if that makes sense.

Well, I hope my friends are actual friends. Merakjhakldjhalkdhal emotions.


TO MY FRIENDS WHO READ THIS: No offense to you guys, you guys are awesome. In my intelligent mind, I don't really think you guys are the kind of people who would just be friends with me out of pity, but it's my subconscious that gives me these ideas, and then they somehow become rational ideas and then my brain becomes scared that my friends aren't real...I hope you guys aren't mad that I think this!!!!!!

PLEASE DON'T THINK I'M A HORRIBLE PERSON!!!!

RAKJDHKAL DON'T EVEN KNOW

Well for one, I didn't post yesterday. This is because I was just too tired to and frankly didn't have much to say. But, fear not, I am posting today!

But, to be honest, I don't know what I'm posting today. I had kind of a shitty day. Not for any particular reason, in fact I didn't even have to have speech class. But, I just kind of felt shitty and unsure about what the hell is going on. (DISCLAIMER: THIS IS MY BLOG I CAN SAY WHAT THE FUCK I WANT!) Noah and Erika are on this roller coaster of 2 parts:
1. Who wants to break up with whom today? IT FUCKING CHANGES ALL THE TIME
2. Noah alternates every fucking day between a total asshat and a good person. Example of asshatery, he makes suicide jokes all the time. Both Erika and I specifically hate those jokes, and us and many others have told him to stop, but he doesn't seem to get it. Erika and I attempted to talk to him about his asshatness but he took it the wrong way, thought we were just ganging up on him and started telling us all the problems he was with us. ERMAHGERDBLERRHEJAH
I hate to say this, but I wish someone would just break up with the other, AND SOON!
Other things too are just annoying. Like Minecraft, that's annoying. EVERYONE PLAYS IT!! Last year, our frees were always so fun, as we all talked and had good times. But now they consist of Noah, Mathieu, Rohun, and Griffin all playing Minecraft while Erika and I are just like "wtf stahp." I understand it's for their English project, but they have been crafting far before that. I'm really glad I'm not in their English class. If I was, I'm SURE Noah would not have picked me as a partner. I would have been awkwardly alone while they all crafted their fucking brains out.

Anyway, I still feel pretty shitty. It's not fun. I wish everything would be all happy and full of puppies and shit, but alas, it is not.

P.S. I see people who speak Russian have been using Google Translate to read my Astronomy entries. That's actually AWESOME! Keep reading my blog! You're the first real people who I don't know who are actually trying to read. Hope you're enjoying!

Wait what?

So, today happened. It was kind of annoying and weird and evil. Those three adjectives were meant to represent 3 separate events.

Annoying: Noah. I don't want to explain this to the internet because they'll think I'm being stupid and unreasonable. Basically Noah decided to partner with someone who he hates over me and leave me awkwardly alone. I wasn't too happy with him.

Evil: REDDIT WAS DOWN (and still is down)!!!!! I had a free last period and nothing to do, so my brain shouted "REDDIT!!!" I went to reddit to find this:

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW?!?!?!?!?!??!!?

Weird: So I hung out with Erika after school today. Normally when we hang out we end up going to Forbes or something, but today since she didn't have any money we just stayed here. We started to talk about the history of our group. We began asking ourselves questions like "How does Jacob have friends?" "How is Jacob still friends with Noah after all the douchebaggy things he's done?" "How exactly did Noah and Erika get together?" and many others. We even ended up skyping Noah to try and figure these things out. He kinda took it the wrong way, but still. It was an incredibly weird conversation that lasted for like 2.5 hours. Interesting though...

ERMAHGERD PENGUANDACORN AGAIN!!!!

2 days without posting...

First off, Erika's friend Alex just made this picture of a PENGUANDACORN (!!!!!) in Photoshop:

I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN HANDLE THAT MUCH EPIC!!!!!!!!!!!

Now to the main entry:

I think the world might be ending, this is the LONGEST I've ever gone without posting. Anyway, this weekend was rather busy. It was awesome because I had a social life, but weird because I had a social life.

To start off, on friday I hung out with Amy, my mom's best friend and my old drum teacher who was the person watching me this weekend while both my parents were out of town. We left the house around 2ish after Amy had finished writing her book (Yay!!), which she has been trying to finish for the past year and a half or so. We then went to Klavon's, which is a vintage ice cream parlor in the strip district. It was SO COOL (no pun intended). I got "Martha's All Chocolate Sundae" which was chocolate ice cream with chocolate sauce, chocolate whipped cream, chocolate sprinkles and hot fudge. It was the awesomest sundae I've ever had. Then, we did some errands and went back to her studio, where she taught for two hours and I hung out with my computer. For dinner we went to Dee's,  and then we went back to her print out her book so she could proofread it before sending it to her publisher. Then we went home and I finished my chem lab with Noah and Erika. So that was my friday, it was full of stuff.
Then came Saturday, the day in which I was barely at home. To start the day, I had PSATs at 8, and had to be at school around like 7:45ish. So I did those and they were annoying. They ended around 11:30ish or something and then Noah, Erika, Rohun, and I went to Walnut St. to get Rohun food, and then we went back to Noah's. We stayed at Noah's for a long time. We played Wii, and made brownies (which ended up being more like warm brownie soup than actual brownies, but they were still yummy). Noah's brother Ellis was being a real douchebag most of the time. I understand that he was bored and wanted to be with us, but even after we hung out with him for a bit and we wanted some friend time to ourselves, he wouldn't leave us alone and when we all got mad at him he called Noah's parents and said we were being really mean to him. So now, as far as I understand it, Noah isn't allowed to have friends over unless we can get along with Ellis. Around 6:45ish we went to fright night! We got in around 7:15ish and then we went straight to the phantom. It was Noah's first ride on the Phantom he was very scared. He ended up hurting his neck on it and not going on any more rides. Then Erika remembered why she had never come to fright night after the last time she was there: she hates being scared. After we got food (which was right after the phantom) her and Noah decided that they would stay by the fountain all night. Rohun and I went off to go ride some other things, even though we only ended up riding the sky rocket. We also got dip'n'dots, so that was good. Then we went back to them and they hadn't really moved all that much. Then we tried to go on the exterminator but the line was moving SUPER slow (as in we were there for like 40 minutes and we moved like 2 feet with a lot left to go), so we got out. We went back to Noah and Erika, I got something to drink, and then we left. So, all in all, fright night kinda failed, though I did get Noah on the phantom. We're all going to go back to Kennywood next summer and have a time where no one is scared (except maybe Noah) and we all just have fun.
Lastly was today, in which I woke up at 12 and left around 1:30. I went to Jon's to build a new rocket. It was pretty fun. We ended up actually launching some "rockets." When I say rockets, I mean motors. We actually cut tiny fins, made a tiny nose cone, and actually launched the motor. Two motors actually. An A-level motor, and a C-level motor. Jon got in trouble for the C-level one because it was a bit too powerful to be launching in his yard. But it was really fun, so it was worth it (at least for me since I was not the one getting in trouble :P). We also made progress on the real rockets, too. So that was good.

Anyway, that was my busy weekend. It was full of social lives and stuff, so it was cool. Oh, and here's a picture of the mini-rocket Jon and I made:

This is the A-level one. I didn't really get any good pictures of the C-level one, but it looked pretty much the same, only bigger.

Ermahgerd Mercle

Hellooooooo everyone! Guess what? I'm super duper fuper luper nuper happy right now! Wanna know why? FRIGHT NIGHT IS BACK ON!!!!! Thanks to the magicalness of Rohun and his mother, we now have a ride that is not Mathieu. SO GODSDAMN EXCITED! Yay! My entire weekend is NOT ruined now! I'm legitimately so happy right now. And you know what else is awesome? I don't have to be bored tomorrow either! Tomorrow, after I wake up and have a leisurely breakfast and hang out for a bit, Amy and I are going to a vintage ice cream place in the strip district, which sounds like the coolest (hehehe no pun intended) place ever. So that will be awesome. Then she goes to teach for like 2 hours and I hang out, and then we go out to dinner at Dee's and then we come back and watch some Adam's Family, and then I go to bed. Sounds like a fun day! Then, Saturday, I sadly have to go to PSATs, but then we go to Noah's to hang out and then to FRIGHT NIGHT!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!! So glad this weekend won't suck!

Also, I was at the One Acts tonight, which are a series of one act plays that my school puts on. They were great! They were funny, and very very well acted. I also went with mah bestest frandz, so that was fun too! We had fun and watched good plays, so all is well.


YAYAYAYA HAPPINESS!

P.S. I feel like I should explain the title: First, the ermahgerd meme. If you've never heard of it, go look it up, it will explain the first part. Second, there is this kid named Jacob in my PE class, but since my name is already Jacob and I'm the older one, Katie and Wanyan decided to invent a new name for him, Michael. Jacob/Michael was in the One Acts tonight, and when he came I turned to Erika (yes I'm mentioning you again, Ms. Majestic Lion) and said "ERMAHGERD MERCLE!!!" Mercle is Michael in Ermahgerd speak. So that's the origin of the title.

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Compulsive need to make another friends post

If you happen to be Aki, you should remember this. But if you don't happen to be Aki, then you wouldn't remember it. So, I'm going to make another post about le friends and how awesome they are, here goes:

So, as you may or may not know, I am socially awkward. I think this comes from some self-esteem problems I have and a fear of rejection that I probably have. At the beginning of 9th grade, which also happened to be the beginning of my time at WT, I didn't have any friends. I was afraid of EVERYONE. Something else that didn't help was Noah. He told me at one point in the summer that "I'm not going to be hanging out with you that much. I have my own friends at school, you're going to have to make your own friends." This is what I said in my mind: "FUCKETY FUCK FUCK THAT!!!" and this is what I said out loud: "Okay..." I had reason to say this, as Noah was my ONLY friend at the time. I didn't want to be like "Fuck you!" and like loose my only friend, so I just went along with it. So, I started out the school year with no friends. It was horrible. I stayed this way until like later first trimester, where I started talking to some people, but not very many. I spent most of my frees and all lunches in the library alone without other people. Around second trimester, I became better friends with Nick and Jon, and temporarily joined their group, but only as kind of like a drifter. But then around the end of second trimester, my current group of close friends started to materialize. Originally it consisted of me, Noah, Erika, and Mathieu. Then, later, Abi and Emma joined. Then, Emma left. Then this year Abi left (or at least as far as I can tell she did, I mean she's not in the like official group, but she is still friends with most of us) and Rohun joined. But this isn't really the point of this entry, the point is to thank my friends for being there, but I thought a little backstory about my awkwardness may help. Now on to the main part:

Anyone who has been in the same room as me can tell I am an INCREDIBLY awkward person. The fact that I have any friends at all is still astounding to me. But, I do, and they are the best people ever. At the beginning of last year, even though I didn't talk to anyone, I saw them and judged them (which isn't good, and I know that now). One of my current friends happens to be a person who I judged at the beginning of last year to be someone who I would never want to talk to. Erika, to be specific. She was part of the really annoying people, which included Katie H, Heather G, and others. But, later in the year, I got to know her (obviously) and she turned out to be an awesome person, and a GREAT friend. How I got such good friends, I'll never know. But, I'm so glad to have all you guys. Even people who aren't officially in my "group." E.g. Aki, Sarah, Nick, Jon, etc. You guys are all incredibly amazing! I know when you first meet me, I'm incredibly awkward and hard to get along with (though this doesn't really apply to Aki, Sarah, Nick, or Jon since they all met me before I became this awkward), but once I get to know you better I start to be more fun to be around. Thank you guys so so much for staying friends with me through that awkward stage. It really means A LOT to me. You guys are my favorite people ever, and I'm so lucky to have you all. You guys are really the best!








P.S. I made another blog today, but deleted it. I posted it on my DA if you want to read it. Basically that means if Aki wants to read it.

That awesome moment when you did your homework before it was assigned

Hello again everyone! Guess what? We get to do a non-academic essay for English! By that I mean one that doesn't have to do with a book or something we read, it's about why we love what we love. Remember my "Why I love Astronomy" series (if not and you want to read it: Pt. 1, Pt. 2, and Pt. 3)? Well with a few changes to make it flow better that could actually be my essay. I don't think it will be though. There are probably too many tweaks, repositionings, and rewordings that it would just be simpler to write a new essay. I also wanted to make my English one a bit more broad, like "Why do I love science?" instead of "Why do I love Astronomy?" Now, don't get me wrong, astronomy will be a BIG part of the essay, but I want to touch on why I love other aspects of science as well. I think this essay will quite possibly be the best essay I ever write. I am SO excited to write it. This is the kind of writing I like to do. It's not analytical, I don't need to back it up with quoted evidence, or evidence of any kind for that matter, it will just be me writing about something I'm incredibly passionate about. All I'll have to worry about is organization. But even then, not nearly as much as I have to do in an analytical essay. On top of that, we get to do an independent reading project too. We get to pick a book of any kind, from any period of any literature, and just read it. I have to admit, I was really sad I didn't get Ms. McDermott this year, but now I'm glad I didn't. Dr. Sanders is doing things with our class that I've always wanted to do for English. It's great. I'm so happy!
In other news, I may not have speech class this week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHH YAY! One acts are this week, so the willis room will be in use all week. YAY NO SPEECH! Happiness all around!
Actually, not happiness all around. My friends have a crap ton of feels. I don't want to get into details, merrrr.

Why

Why am I so tired? I got an adequate amount of sleep, and have had a lot of caffeine today. I should be like bouncing around everywhere. But, alas, I am not. I am quite tired and have no explanation for this. I wish I weren't so tired. This is my sister's last night in town for a while and I want to be able to like not fall asleep when she wants to watch Doctor Who and stuff. WHY IS CAFFEINE FAILING ME? I was at a football game today, and had like a giant pepsi, which should have made me hyper, but didn't. Then, at dinner, I had like 3 cokes, which should have also made me hyper, but haven't. MERRRRRR! This is unfair. I should be like all bouncy and stuff, but instead I'm like a zombie. I don't understand how like sleep and stuff works sometimes. Someone should explain this to me. In other news, I have plans tomorrow. yay. It's me, Erika, and Mathieu. We are having a day without feels.  NO FEELS. As Erika's life has had a lot of feels recently we're going to have a day without feels tomorrow so we can all be happy. Hopefully it works out well.

Anyway, someone should tell me why I'm so tired.

bye

Playing hookey

Hey all! As my post yesterday night said, I didn't got to school today. This was for two main reasons. One was that I had no way of getting there because my dad had to be somewhere at 6:45, and my mom didn't have a car. I could have taken the bus, but I didn't want to. The other reason was that my sister, Jessie, is in town, and we wanted to hang out. So, I did not go to school today! Yay! Fun times. So, I woke up around 10:30. That was nice to be able to sleep in. I ate a quick breakfast and then came upstairs to watch some Doc Martin, as my sister was not awake yet. I watched some Doc Martin, Facebook chatted with Erika whilst she was in history. Then, later, Jessie woke up and we watched some Doctor Who. Then, we went to our neighbor's house to make cookies, which was fun times. Then she went to visit WT and I stayed home and had a bagel and watched some more Doc Martin. So that was my hookey day. It was wondrous. I got to miss an event schedule, and a chem quiz! I didn't get to see friends, but that's okay. I'm hanging with Matheiu and Erika on sunday for a FEEL FREE DAY! Recently, Erika's life has had far too many feels, so Mathieu and I have decided to help this by giving her a nice day with no feels whatsoever. Other than happiness, of course. It will be EPIC! We'll play some Mario Kart, eat some food, and just plain have a good time with no confusing feels! YAY FOR FRIENDS!

Herherher ner scherrl termererer

Yay! No school tomorrow! Well, I mean school is technically in session, but I won't be there. The main reason for this is I have no real way of getting there other than the bus, but I don't want to do that. Also, my sister is in town, so we're going to hang out for some of the day tomorrow. But for the times we are not, I get to not be in school and be just awesome. Yay! FUN TIMES!!!!